I am in charge of how I feel and today I am choosing happiness ♡


It’s incredible how one day you can wake up and finally feel alive again. Things seem bright again. I feel again.
No more sitting around watching the world pass me by, I’m ready to start fighting again.

these are places i want to go, things i want to do, words i want to live by, people i aspire to be…

if you look through my many pages of posts, you’ll see a transformation. before starting college i was a small-minded individual who liked what everyone else liked, had average dreams, low expectations, pessimistic thoughts on the mind. 

i am no longer that person. college has transformed me. in one short semester i’ve noticed myself comfortably growing into my skin; becoming the person i’m supposed to be; fearless, courageous, finally listening to the dozens of posts with meaningful words. i have educated myself in many areas and i finally feel like a real individual. life is beautiful, i am so grateful for my experiences, my friends, my family. my life. my body. 

everyday is a great day to be alive. isn’t it though? you’re breathing, seeing, hearing, consciously making decisions, watching others and yourself grow. i love it. i have that fire in my belly, that desire to succeed, to fight for what is mine or what to make my own.

i want to travel. i want to become a new me. listen to new music. see art. see others in their rich cultures. i want to expose myself to all the different places in the world, the different ways of living, believing, seeing, hearing. 

so i kind of woke up feeling this way today. and i wanted to explain the drastic change in my posts. expect more calm, happy posts. posts about traveling, religions, culture, art. this will be a grateful environment from now on. 


Yes my college does have a nationally known varsity streaking team and yes they just ran through orientation karaoke night

Holy crap I move into my dorm tomorrow like what is this really happeningg

Holy crap I’m so hyper I leave in less than 24 hours for scho0o0o0o0o0l!

"Cause if you never leave home, never let go
You’ll never make it to the great unknown till you keep your eyes open, my love
So tell me you’re strong, tell me you see
I need to hear it, can you promise me to keep your eyes open, my love"


I’m almost all packed….like what this is so weird